"mY" Lonely Life.

You have reasons to believe that life is a harmony. Harmony with your fellow beings, the different living and non living things surrounding you.

You have reasons to believe that you are never alone in life.
You can say that your friend was there with you all the time.
You can think that your parents will never leave you.
You can hope that you lover will never ditch you. You can...!!! hehe :)

I no more hope that my lover never ditched me. Rather "lovers" :P. I am not blaming any one.
I dont think that my parents will be there with me all my life. I want them though.
I know my friend will have his/her own reasons to move away from me. He/She will still be my friend forever. :(:)

I have reasons to believe that my life is "my" life.
I got reasons to think that we all are alone in life.

"Loneliness kills you faster than any poison."

Even when you think that, you have everything; even when you say that you have everyone; are you not sad, are you not feeling the vaccum ?

I do.

I would not have...

I asked her," If I had given time to think, then..."
She said with out allowing me to complete,
"My answer would have been still a NO"
I smiled when walkin to my home cos I was
having her diary with me which said on 'November 3rd'
"If he had asked me again or just given me a hint, I would
have....,but he never came back. Why does not he understand a girl."

I understand now. Understanding is the mainpoint.
If life had a second chance, I would not have hesitated to ask the second time,
I would not have let her go, I would not have given away my friendship, I would not have been so rude to my sisters, I would not have been so disrespectful to my teachers, I would not have lied to my mom, I would not have.....

My Value.

My value system is entirely different to yours.
That does not mean that you are having no value.
You are also good but not as much as me !!!!!!!!!

I respect you, not for you are respectful, but you respect me.
I care for you, not because you need it, but I want it in return.
Apparently, its MEEEEEEEEEEEEE and not YOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

So, if you think that you are gonna tear me into pieces and I am gonna break down into tears, then YOU ARE A FOOL OF THE FIRST ORDER. I am not gonna listen to youuu...
I am wearin ear fones... wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. I know how to do things. Dont preach !!!!

Monday mornings !!!!!

Monday mornings...I used to run for my pencil box..
Monday mornings...I used to run for my Parker pen..
Monday mornings...I used to run for my tie.........
Monday mornings...I used to run for my pendrive....

Monday mornings...I still run.....

Break breaker Blog

I have nt blogged after coming to New zealand , or rather Auckland specifically.
Every thing is a habit. writing blogs and not writing them.. So after a break, I guess I will be
blogging quite often now.

Well...... this is a nice place.. good climate..... peaceful...... beautiful.......
Just that I am here with lotta assignments and a part time job.... kinda engaged totally...
But when considering the number of "malayaleees" living , this country is also not an exception...
Where ever you go, the malayaleee follows.....
And lotta Indians as a whole.......
Will be back with blogs soon... this is just a 'break breaker' :P

Mosquitoes !!!!!

POSTED ON INFY BLOG: Friday, June 11th, 2010

why are mosquitoes so irritating...!!!
They bite... fine... That makes you itch... And the worst part is... the noise they produce... the 'woooo woooo woooo' sound inside your ears....


I had a bad night yesterday. It was raining cats and dogs.
And the power went off.
Suddenly,all the mosquitoes with their families flew into my room. They started attacking me from top to bottom(literally).
I was sleeping calmly after watching a good movie. But then the 'woooo woooo' sound made me wake up... I could feel the mosquito bites on my body. I shouted,scratched,pleaded... they did not go... I tried sleeping, making the mosquitoes feel that I am not knowing or feeling anything they do. But I felt like they were really interested in irritating me and waking me up.

Some how, I could see the sun rise and after that I could sleep for some 1 hour.

I understand that blood is their(mosquitoes') food. I really understand.
Let them have it. I got no issues.
But why the irritations, the itch,the sound and why spreading diseases.
Why waking me up every time the power goes in night.? Why ?
Was it some manufacturing defect happened when God created them....!!!

I don't understand !!!!

POSTED ON INFY BLOG: Thursday, June 3rd, 2010
I don't understand why people are in such rush...
Why don't some one wait for the people in the lift to get down first
and then walk in to it.
Same is the case while entering into a bus... Why don't we show some manners?
Why don't you wait for the people inside to get down on their stop?
There is no rule. But these are just some good manners.

When talking about law... India is famous for the creation of so many good laws. But are we following them ? I don't think so ...

Well....!!! saying about that, I think Spitting on the road is against the law even in India too... But seeing the road, who does not want to spit is another question..

May be :) !!!!