I would not have...

I asked her," If I had given time to think, then..."
She said with out allowing me to complete,
"My answer would have been still a NO"
I smiled when walkin to my home cos I was
having her diary with me which said on 'November 3rd'
"If he had asked me again or just given me a hint, I would
have....,but he never came back. Why does not he understand a girl."

I understand now. Understanding is the mainpoint.
If life had a second chance, I would not have hesitated to ask the second time,
I would not have let her go, I would not have given away my friendship, I would not have been so rude to my sisters, I would not have been so disrespectful to my teachers, I would not have lied to my mom, I would not have.....

My Value.

My value system is entirely different to yours.
That does not mean that you are having no value.
You are also good but not as much as me !!!!!!!!!

I respect you, not for you are respectful, but you respect me.
I care for you, not because you need it, but I want it in return.
Apparently, its MEEEEEEEEEEEEE and not YOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

So, if you think that you are gonna tear me into pieces and I am gonna break down into tears, then YOU ARE A FOOL OF THE FIRST ORDER. I am not gonna listen to youuu...
I am wearin ear fones... wuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. I know how to do things. Dont preach !!!!