Love Story for ever !!!!!

POSTED ON INFY BLOG: Tuesday, June 1st, 2010
once upon a time I had this so called crush on one girl.
she was very beautiful.
The main thing which attracted me most was
She was different from most of the other girls.
She never wanted to be noticed..She never was interested in silly talks...
She was interested in studies, flowers, birds and animals....
and She was very religious....
Seeing her could make my heart beat faster... I never understood why ...
It was some special pleasure I enjoyed.

I was this popular guy...
But, being popular also produced so many rumors.. and so many more which i don't even know.
But then...
I knew... there was only one more year... and after that I will be leaving the school
Revealing was necessary.. else she would never know
But i was afraid.. because at least.... right now i got HOPE...
but if she rejects.. then i will break.
I knew I can never find anyone else in her spot..
I wanted a life with her
I just wanted her....
so I thought...I will have to some how make her understand my love for her

I started writing a letter.

Hi sweetheart....
then I thought. "sweetheart" would not be appropriate...
because she may not feel good if she does not even care for me
and if she has some other affairs going on..

and so.. i wrote..

Hi

I don't know whether you know me.
But I know you.
I don't know whether you want to know me.
But I want to know you more.
I don't want you to love me.
But I want you to understand that.
I feel I love you a lot and I see dreams
I see you, me , our son and daughter going for
the alumni for school reunion after 15 years in the
black BMW wearing black suit.
I don't know whether I will be able to buy a BMW or the
black suit.
But I want you at least. Will you allow me to make you my life partner forever. will you ?

the next day
I was all set to give the letter to her.

I saw her coming.

I went near her.. I asked her I want to tell her some thing
she said. tell me.
I told her..." I am Jens."
She said " I know"
I asked " How ? "
She said "athokke undu"(Something is there[MALAYALAM])
I said " tell me.... is there something.. you know.. " I smiled
She said " Sonia is crazy about you "
I thought for a while
I said "I wanted to tell the same.. I got a letter for her. Could you give it to her. I know you are close buddies "

She smiled, took the letter from me and went.
I smiled again.