Its a sunny day.
Its a funny world.
Full of competitions.
Selfish deeds .
I feel lonely
I feel like crying.
But then I realize.
There is nothing to penalize.
Even I have changed.
I was once a sweet innocent boy.
I am running, cos every one run
I dunno why.. I dunno my destiny
I feel I’ l be left alone,
I feel I will be a loser if I dun run
I feel lonely
I feel like cryin
I got my parents
I got my friends
I got my brothers and sisters
I don’t see them, I dunno
I just know them, I dunno
I am running, cos every one run
I dunno why.. I dunno my destiny
I feel I l be left alone,
I feel I will be a loser if I dun run
I feel lonely
I feel like cryin
I wanted chocolates
I wanted toys
I wanted bicycle and bike
What I want now, I dunno
What I am lukin for, I dunno
I am running, cos every one run
I dunno why.. I dunno my destiny
I feel I l be left alone,
I feel I will be a loser if I dun run
I feel lonely
I feel like cryin
There was mental pain
There was physical
There was agony and misery
But what is it now, I dunno
It’s killin me like hell, I dunno
I am running, cos every one run
I dunno why.. I dunno my destiny
I feel I l be left alone,
I feel I will be a loser if I dun run
I feel lonely
I feel like cryin
I know what you think
I know what you have
You‘ve been in to this.
You are my reflection.
We are runnin
We are runnin like hell
But just wait and think
What are we runnin for..
What are we lookin for…
Are n’t we happy yet
Are n’t we satisfied
Why dun we take a breathe
And just live it to the depth.
Cos life is jus once
And death is jus once
Why dun we live it up
Than rather die it out !!!!!!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
My Happy Ending !!!
1.Why cant you talk to me for atleast 30 mins a day ?
2.why are you more close to your friends than me ?
3.why cant you understand me ?
4.Do you really love me ?
My answers to her questions were:
1.I got busy work these days.I need to meet at least my
Boss' expectations.Its the beginning of my career.I get very less time for every thing other than work.(at least these days).Even when I reach home so late, I talk to you in phone. I want to talk more. I want to tell you many things. But then, I need to get up early. If I don't sleep at least for 3 or 4 hours, then that will affect me the next day in office.Please wait.Everything will be alright.
2. My friends were there with me every time. Even if you are more important, they are also important. I live with them. They support me. They need my support too. You will understand it. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
3. I really understand you if not fully. I know your tensions. I know your care and most importantly, I know you love me a lot. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
4.Why do you keep asking me that question.? You are the one I love the most in this world. It's for you, I live. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
She dint wait. :)
She had her own answers for those questions.
1. I don't love her anymore.
2. I don't love her anymore.
3. I don't love her anymore.
4. I don't love her anymore.
Now,
I sleep 30 minutes more everyday.
I am happy with my friends
I understand me and others.
I don't love her anymore. :):):)
2.why are you more close to your friends than me ?
3.why cant you understand me ?
4.Do you really love me ?
My answers to her questions were:
1.I got busy work these days.I need to meet at least my
Boss' expectations.Its the beginning of my career.I get very less time for every thing other than work.(at least these days).Even when I reach home so late, I talk to you in phone. I want to talk more. I want to tell you many things. But then, I need to get up early. If I don't sleep at least for 3 or 4 hours, then that will affect me the next day in office.Please wait.Everything will be alright.
2. My friends were there with me every time. Even if you are more important, they are also important. I live with them. They support me. They need my support too. You will understand it. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
3. I really understand you if not fully. I know your tensions. I know your care and most importantly, I know you love me a lot. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
4.Why do you keep asking me that question.? You are the one I love the most in this world. It's for you, I live. Please wait. Everything will be alright.
She dint wait. :)
She had her own answers for those questions.
1. I don't love her anymore.
2. I don't love her anymore.
3. I don't love her anymore.
4. I don't love her anymore.
Now,
I sleep 30 minutes more everyday.
I am happy with my friends
I understand me and others.
I don't love her anymore. :):):)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
THE WORST GAME EVER PLAYED !!!!!
Do you know why I like playing table tennis ?
Yes. There can be lot of reasons.
1. It is simple.
2. You need no much space to play.etc etc.
But one reason why I found it interesting is that the game starts with the phrase "LOVE ALL". Even if the player signifies "zero for both the teams" with that particular phrase, it always made me think about loving all :P "LOVE ALLLLLLLLLLL" "LOVE EVERY ONE".
Games are always good. But we like some games more than others. Or if i tell adversely, we dislike some games more than some others.
Today, I played the worst game ever. I don't know whether I can call it a game. The name is "TRUTH OR DARE ? " and the irony is I insisted my mates to play this. For those of you who does not know the rules of this game, I will explain.
SIMPLE...!!! People sit around a table. We will have a bottle.Make the bottle lie down on the table. Rotate it.When the bottle becomes stagnant, check to whom the bottle's cap is pointing. Now, any other person can ask that guy "TRUTH OR DARE ?" Most probably, he/she will say TRUTH.Or in most of the cases, they explicitly take it as TRUTH only.Then the person will be asked a question, which he/she has to answer faithfully.SIMPLE...!!!
The reasons why I hate this game is :-
1. While the bottle rotates, everyone prays so that the bottle does not point to them.
2. If it points and you are the person at "hot seat", then you need to wait for the question. And the question is surely going to be worse each time.
3. Finally,when the question is fired and its your job to answer, you got only one choice.
And that is...............
TO TELL ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE TRUTH...!!!!
Yes. There can be lot of reasons.
1. It is simple.
2. You need no much space to play.etc etc.
But one reason why I found it interesting is that the game starts with the phrase "LOVE ALL". Even if the player signifies "zero for both the teams" with that particular phrase, it always made me think about loving all :P "LOVE ALLLLLLLLLLL" "LOVE EVERY ONE".
Games are always good. But we like some games more than others. Or if i tell adversely, we dislike some games more than some others.
Today, I played the worst game ever. I don't know whether I can call it a game. The name is "TRUTH OR DARE ? " and the irony is I insisted my mates to play this. For those of you who does not know the rules of this game, I will explain.
SIMPLE...!!! People sit around a table. We will have a bottle.Make the bottle lie down on the table. Rotate it.When the bottle becomes stagnant, check to whom the bottle's cap is pointing. Now, any other person can ask that guy "TRUTH OR DARE ?" Most probably, he/she will say TRUTH.Or in most of the cases, they explicitly take it as TRUTH only.Then the person will be asked a question, which he/she has to answer faithfully.SIMPLE...!!!
The reasons why I hate this game is :-
1. While the bottle rotates, everyone prays so that the bottle does not point to them.
2. If it points and you are the person at "hot seat", then you need to wait for the question. And the question is surely going to be worse each time.
3. Finally,when the question is fired and its your job to answer, you got only one choice.
And that is...............
TO TELL ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE TRUTH...!!!!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Me and She !!!!!
It was our sports day.Now let me say proudly that I was the sports champion for 4 years in a row in our school.And that was from 9th to 12th. It was my last year in school and we had the custom of the "previous year champion lighting the lamp" as part of the inaugural ceremony.I had to run a 200 metre with a lamp first and then ignite the main big bowl kind of light which was placed near a big tree. I guess a banyan tree.
Wearing the track suit and the adidas shoes, I ran in an average speed of 10.5 km/hr. I ignited the lamp. Some teacher was announcing the events happening through a microphone. I could hear my name too in between. Its always good to hear our name through the speaker in a "big" crowd. That gives you more "visibility" in future if I use the corporate term.
I returned to the end of the line of boys from 12th standard being the tallest.My friend turned back and said
" Aliya superb".
"aliya" is a slang used among friends.
I asked: "What????"
He said: " She was looking at you all the time till you reach here. "
Now let me give you a brief introduction about this "she". she was my first crush. I always thought I could not live without her. Or rather I was damn sure, she will be my girl forever. On the process of explaining my love to her,I had to sacrifice or suffer lot of things. But it happens in every love story. Even once i had written in my mail to tie her hair in zig zag manner if she loved me. Thats some way of tying your hair in kerala. And the next day I saw her tied her hair so.I was amazed. Later on I could understand that she never check her mails. Even then I did not give up. But once when her brother called me and called me few names, I gave up. Not because my love was not sincere. But her brother was too healthy.
Now back to the sports day.
I said to my friend: " Macha... I had already given up. You know it na.? I dont think..she..ever... you know.. "
He(my friend) said: "Its not like that. She loves you. Thats why she was watching you all the time. Come one man. Respond to it , Respond to your heart"
I felt he is right. I had always felt he is right. I proceeded with my love for her. Later on by finishing the college, I had lot of "sincere" crushes. And right now when I recall that sports day incident, I could conclude it into 2 points.
My friend said to me that day :-
" da all the time she was looking at you" .
The first point is " everyone was looking at me. Because I was running with the lamp and that was a ceremony happening. And no point for anyone in looking anywhere else "
The second point is " He(my friend) was looking at her all the time.."
I smiled. What else can I do :)
Wearing the track suit and the adidas shoes, I ran in an average speed of 10.5 km/hr. I ignited the lamp. Some teacher was announcing the events happening through a microphone. I could hear my name too in between. Its always good to hear our name through the speaker in a "big" crowd. That gives you more "visibility" in future if I use the corporate term.
I returned to the end of the line of boys from 12th standard being the tallest.My friend turned back and said
" Aliya superb".
"aliya" is a slang used among friends.
I asked: "What????"
He said: " She was looking at you all the time till you reach here. "
Now let me give you a brief introduction about this "she". she was my first crush. I always thought I could not live without her. Or rather I was damn sure, she will be my girl forever. On the process of explaining my love to her,I had to sacrifice or suffer lot of things. But it happens in every love story. Even once i had written in my mail to tie her hair in zig zag manner if she loved me. Thats some way of tying your hair in kerala. And the next day I saw her tied her hair so.I was amazed. Later on I could understand that she never check her mails. Even then I did not give up. But once when her brother called me and called me few names, I gave up. Not because my love was not sincere. But her brother was too healthy.
Now back to the sports day.
I said to my friend: " Macha... I had already given up. You know it na.? I dont think..she..ever... you know.. "
He(my friend) said: "Its not like that. She loves you. Thats why she was watching you all the time. Come one man. Respond to it , Respond to your heart"
I felt he is right. I had always felt he is right. I proceeded with my love for her. Later on by finishing the college, I had lot of "sincere" crushes. And right now when I recall that sports day incident, I could conclude it into 2 points.
My friend said to me that day :-
" da all the time she was looking at you" .
The first point is " everyone was looking at me. Because I was running with the lamp and that was a ceremony happening. And no point for anyone in looking anywhere else "
The second point is " He(my friend) was looking at her all the time.."
I smiled. What else can I do :)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY
Fools day is tomorrow. Yeah.!!!! No . its not ma
birthday. But it has got some significance in my life. Two years back, the same day, I
"fooled" a gal.She was beautiful,innocent,sensitive and sensible.
Findin out the mobile number of a gal like her who was
my junior in Viswajyothi college of engg and technology
was never a herculian task for me. But the excitement ihad after gettin the number with out askin her was huge.
1st April 2007: 10.15 AM.I was sittin at the portico of
our church.St Mathews church Nadukkara. The smallest
church I have ever seen till date. I developed the habit
of sittin outside the church durin mass after my plus
two classes(12th) only. Yes. basically after reachin
college, it was like carryin license for many undoables.I could sit with elder people in their conversations, i
could bunk classes, i could sit outside church and lots
n lots.
I tuk ma Nokia 1100 mobile which was in silent mode.I
thought of starting my conversation with her with an
"april fool wish". I send few messages to recieve her
reply.
"who is it ? " - That was her first message to me.
That was enough to start with. I sent "its me ... Jens".
The reply was "Ohh u r foolin me.... I know its not
Jens. Now tell me who is it :) "
I din reply for a while infact for few hours. Then I
messaged her from ma home tellin its me. Altast she had
to believe.
Then I started to giv miss calls.. she gave me few
too...
Atlast I gave a long one.. This time she attended.
Me: " Hi, hey y did u pick up the call.. it was a missed
call"
She: "Ohh sorry... i thot"
Me: " its ok.. anyway how are you. how u celebratin it "
She: " I dont celebrate ma senior's bday"
Me: "Ohh... okie..... "
Silence.............. shhhhh........
She: " I never thot u will call me "
Me: " I thot I will never call u "
Me: " Will call when i am free "
That was how it started, we talked about lot of things
when i called her at evening. We talked about my life and her life. and we talked for hours and yeah....andshe said she is very much excited and i said I m more
excited.
Mommy came and I said " dear. will call u at nite "
She said " bye "
I said " bye dear "
THAT WAS HOW WE STARTED FOOLIN EACH OTHER FOR THE NEXT
FEW MONTHS.
birthday. But it has got some significance in my life. Two years back, the same day, I
"fooled" a gal.She was beautiful,innocent,sensitive and sensible.
Findin out the mobile number of a gal like her who was
my junior in Viswajyothi college of engg and technology
was never a herculian task for me. But the excitement ihad after gettin the number with out askin her was huge.
1st April 2007: 10.15 AM.I was sittin at the portico of
our church.St Mathews church Nadukkara. The smallest
church I have ever seen till date. I developed the habit
of sittin outside the church durin mass after my plus
two classes(12th) only. Yes. basically after reachin
college, it was like carryin license for many undoables.I could sit with elder people in their conversations, i
could bunk classes, i could sit outside church and lots
n lots.
I tuk ma Nokia 1100 mobile which was in silent mode.I
thought of starting my conversation with her with an
"april fool wish". I send few messages to recieve her
reply.
"who is it ? " - That was her first message to me.
That was enough to start with. I sent "its me ... Jens".
The reply was "Ohh u r foolin me.... I know its not
Jens. Now tell me who is it :) "
I din reply for a while infact for few hours. Then I
messaged her from ma home tellin its me. Altast she had
to believe.
Then I started to giv miss calls.. she gave me few
too...
Atlast I gave a long one.. This time she attended.
Me: " Hi, hey y did u pick up the call.. it was a missed
call"
She: "Ohh sorry... i thot"
Me: " its ok.. anyway how are you. how u celebratin it "
She: " I dont celebrate ma senior's bday"
Me: "Ohh... okie..... "
Silence.............. shhhhh........
She: " I never thot u will call me "
Me: " I thot I will never call u "
Me: " Will call when i am free "
That was how it started, we talked about lot of things
when i called her at evening. We talked about my life and her life. and we talked for hours and yeah....andshe said she is very much excited and i said I m more
excited.
Mommy came and I said " dear. will call u at nite "
She said " bye "
I said " bye dear "
THAT WAS HOW WE STARTED FOOLIN EACH OTHER FOR THE NEXT
FEW MONTHS.
blogging ????
Bloggin is the way a person use to express his feelings, his views about a particular topic or his views about himself through a website.I talk a lot and wanted to talk the whole life.No one is really interested in listening to me other than few who pretends to listen so as to please me.Now why should some one please me is out of topic. So this space is gonna be the place where i jot down my "views" on ma views.
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